mat to a t.

they taped over your mouth
scribbled out the truth with their lies
you little spies.

nothing compares to
a quiet evening alone.
just the one
two of us is counting on.
that never happens,
i guess i’m dreaming again,
let’s be more than
this.

“if you wanna play it like a game, well come on, come one, let’s play. ’cause i’d rather waste my life pretending, than have to forget you for one whole minute.” - Crushcrushcrush by Paramore.

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You belong
to the gang.
And you say you can’t break away.
But I’m here,
with my hands
on my heart.

And our families can’t agree.
I’m your brother’s sworn enemy
But I’ll shout
out my love
to the stars.

“so wait, for the stone, on your window, your window. wait by the car and we’ll go, we’ll go.” O Valencia! by Decemberists; from the album “The Crane Wife.”

Before you click please note that my language is quite.. expansive in this entry. I apologize to those who find such offensive, but you have no obligation to read this.

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Your eyes like sea glass,
so weathered and worn.
From all they’ve seen of
adolescence torn.
The lovers who
have tainted you,
they pulled you into the night.
They touched your skin
with velvet gloves,
and made you feel alive.

“you have bent your shoulders, to hold the weight of the world you will surely shatter.” — Magnolia by The Hush Sound.

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erase this disaster even faster than you came to see.
a creep from the cradle, and a hero-driven wanna-be.
for your abuse, but not intended for internal use
i’m just a jerk , but a hero’s what i wanna be.

—

“have you ever felt so out of place, that the smile on your face was to keep from crying?” — Happiness Is by The Verve Pipe.

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Talking to people is becoming harder and harder each day.

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The Sunday has winded down, and I’m sitting here after a long nap and a bowl of potato soup.
Garlic potato soup, at that.

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You can’t imagine how annoyed I was when I learned that The Dresden Dolls released two songs on their Japanese press of their new album. o_o Especially since the one I’ve managed to get my hands on, is simply amazing! I’ll post the lyrics at the end of course, for those interested. [:

To update, my mother politely kicked me out of the house this morning.
It was great.
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