Archive for the ‘private thoughts’ Category
Protected: Protected: there’s something about you that stabs me right through.
Tuesday, April 17th, 2007and it couldn’t be more clear: i’m literally dying without you here.
Thursday, February 15th, 2007And so I’m trying,
to hold it all together and,
and make it through the day.
When I’m just dying
to drop it all and take your hand,
so we can run away.
“if home is where the heart is, then my home is where you are. but it’s getting oh so hard to spend these days without my heart.” — I’m Taking You With Me by Relient K.
Protected: Protected: i gotta get outta here. i’m stuck inside this rut that i fell into by mistake
Sunday, December 10th, 2006Protected: Protected: he tried hard to help me, you know, he put me at ease. and he loved me so naughty, made me weak in the knees.
Friday, November 24th, 2006goodbye to open sores, goodbye and furthermore: we know we miss her, we miss her picture
Wednesday, October 11th, 2006It hurts.
And I’m trying to understand what “it” is. I can feel it… obvious, I suppose.
I’m not sure if the pain is coming from a specific part, seeing as I feel it the most in the center of the chest. Though, at the same time, I’m not sure if the pain is moreso spiritual, or mental, seeing as even though it is coming from the center of the chest, it seems larger than something that could be harming me physically.
Plus, it hurts worse when I think of certain things or of certain people.
Yeah, It’s probably the former.